Whispers of Sexual Awakening – Part 4

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In the previous part, Taruna asked Anuradha if she was a boy or someone who was operating from a fake id. It made Abhi stunned, and he started fumbling and was unable to reply to Taruna again.

Now further

Abhi saw her message. He did not know what to say. He was not sure what to do. Then Taruna video calls him on Facebook Messenger. Abhi was really confused, so he did not answer Taruna’s call. But he still wants his mom to continue to enjoy her sexual liberty.

He does not want to be caught by his mother in that sinful act of manipulating her sexually. So after Taruna’s call stops ringing, he sends a message to Taruna via Anuradha’s ID.

He said, “Sorry, Taruna, but I don’t want you to know who I am. But whatever I have told you is absolutely true and scientific. If you find it right, then keep following it. Now it isn’t right for me to talk to you any further, so I will end this conversation here. I have no wrong intention of talking to you.”

After sending this message, he blocks Taruna from Anuradha’s ID. He did this because he had already told his mother what he wanted to say. If he continues to talk to his mother, it will only cause him more trouble. So he decides to stop this and delete Anuradha’s Facebook account.

Taruna had suspected Anuradha’s account to be a fake account. She also read the last message and deleted her chat. But now she’s worried that this person wasn’t someone she knew, and she might have made a mistake. But she agrees with all the things that the fake id holder told her about sex and self-pleasure.

Taruna remains worried for two to four days. She stays away from the mobile. Then, after a week, the spark that was ignited inside her catches fire when she watches an intense sex scene on TV. Now, the chapter of Anuradha is not troubling her mind so much.

So she picks up the mobile and starts watching adult reels on Facebook again. Then she saw a post in which it was written ‘Liked by Ankita’. After reading this, it came to her mind that the posts that she likes would also reach others in the same way.

So, she got a little scared about her privacy and identity, that people would think badly of her. She would be degraded in society

Two days later, when she felt normal and again felt the urge to view sexual and erotic content. She wondered what to do. How could she view it in a way that would satisfy her personal desires without anyone finding out?

She thought of Anuradha. Talking to herself, she said, “Yes, that’s a great idea. By doing this, I can enjoy adult content while maintaining my privacy.”

The thing that clicks in her mind is “Anuradha, or whoever it was, was a fake name. So, should I try a fake account? Wouldn’t that be risky? But this ID would secure my entire identity. And allow me to watch or like whatever I want to.”

Then, she created a fake ID on Google using the name of Ayesha. She also created Ayesha’s Facebook ID and set her age to 43, and followed only adult, erotic, or sexual content groups. She also put a beautiful picture of a woman in a beautiful red saree on Ayesha’s profile

Then, for a while, she enjoys watching posts and reels on Facebook. After watching the erotic reels or posts, she felt like watching that Sunny Leone video again, so she tried to find it. But since the chat with Anuradha was deleted, the link sent by her was also deleted.

Then, when she couldn’t take it anymore. She typed “female masturbation” into her Google Chrome, and she found links to numerous videos. She would watch one, then after a short while, immediately start watching another, then close it and switch to a third.

This continued for three hours until she heard her housemaid had arrived. She put down her mobile immediately. But the masturbation video she had been watching for so long had made her pussy wet. She was pressing her thighs against her gown. But she had to leave because the housemaid had arrived.

Taruna’s life is going better than normal now. Almost every day in the afternoon, she sees or reads something new about sex. She has also liked and joined several adult groups on Facebook.

A week passes like this. Because of her regular liking of adult groups on Facebook, she receives messages from many boys. She occasionally replies to one or two messages. But she didn’t have a healthy conversation with anyone.

Then one day, Rajesh has to go out for business work for a week. That night, Taruna decides that there will be no need to wake up early tomorrow morning. So she will have fun on the fake account. Thinking this, she finishes all the work in the evening and also tells Abhi to come home early today.

Then Abhi comes home at 9:30 pm, and after sitting together for some time, they go to their respective rooms.

As soon as she reached to her bed, Taruna opened the Facebook Messenger app from Ayesha’s id. She sees a lot of messages in it, but she only wanted to talk to decent men, so she ignored those who sent cheap messages like, “Will you lick my dick?” “Hi, horny bitch,” and so on.

Sometimes, she even deleted the chat directly. Many men had sent photos of their dicks. Taruna had seen a dick other than her husband’s dick for the first time. But she didn’t feel like talking to such cheap men.

After receiving so many messages with dicks and cheap talks she sent a message to one of the boys. He had sent her a photo of his dick. “So small, my little boy!” And blocked him. And a mischievous smile comes on her face after sending that message.

Then, out of all these boys, only 3 of them seemed worthy of talking, so she replied nicely to them. The first one who wrote “Hi, beautiful lady, I really want to talk to someone very beautiful like you, so can we have a chat if you don’t mind?”

She finds this message attractive, so she replies to him.

“Hello, Om, thanks for the compliment, that is very nice of you.”

Then there was a message written by V.J.

“Hey, forgive me if I bother you in any way. But I’m really impressed with the fact that a 40+ woman like you is really positive about sexual things. I really want to have a chat with you if you are interested.”

VJ’s message to Taruna seemed very gentle and respectful in the way that she felt talking to him. Otherwise, everyone else either praised the beauty of the photo on her DP or got carried away. But this boy is talking about the stuff that makes Taruna think about sex in a positive way.

So Taruna replied to this boy:

“Hey VJ, I really liked your words, but I’m a bit shy, so I won’t talk much.”

And one last person is also there, whose name is Sahil, says

“Hey, my mistress, I just want to listen to some words from your mouth. Please shower your words on me.”

Suddenly, VJ replied to Taruna.
VJ- No issue, Ayesha ji i am also a bit of a shy nature. But anyway, your presence in the sex education group drew my attention toward your profile.
Taruna – Yes, I have been curious for some time about human intimacy.
VJ – Curious like.
Taruna – You know all those things.
VJ – Its little difficult to understand which thing you’re talking about
Taruna – it’s weird to tell it’s not sounds too good.
VJ – don’t worry mam I will not judge you, and don’t worry, we aren’t known to each other besides this social media.

Suddenly, Taruna remembers she told herself that she’d have fun tonight. There is nothing to get shy about again and again. There is no issue of privacy from that fake ID, so she can do and talk dirty to anyone.

Taruna – Yeah, I mean, I’m curious about orgasm pleasure and all.
VJ – Oh, so you are curious about orgasm and self-pleasure, or how the human body reacts to all of these things, correct?
Taruna – Yes, you are right.
VJ – So, what do you understand till now?

Taruna – Nothing much. Actually, in my time, there wasn’t much sex education, so I didn’t know much about it. But now, after looking at Facebook, I started getting interested in learning more about it. So, the information I get from all these groups is the same.

VJ – Yes, ma’am, you’re right, but our generation also didn’t get much sex education. But since our mid-teens, there have been so many sources for education now. And among boys, you must know how quickly information is transferred.

Taruna – Oh, really, so how old are you now?
VJ – I’m 26, ma’am, and you’re 43, right?
Taruna – How do you know my age?
VJ – I read it in your bio, ma’am.
Taruna – don’t call me mam, I’m Ayesha, so you can call me that, and you are stalking me or what?
VJ – okay I will try to call you by name. And about stalking, there is nothing like that. I just found your profile interesting, so I just thought about giving it a look and messaged you. Thanks to my luck, you were online at the same time.

Taruna – So what you find attractive, you can’t stop yourself.
VJ – I can’t say anything specific, but I just couldn’t control myself from messaging you.
Taruna – You are lying.
VJ – Why would I lie to you?
Taruna – I don’t know. It seems like a lie.
VJ – I am telling the truth, believe me.
Taruna – because mostly boys messaged me after viewing my profile picture, and I know that you also messaged me after seeing my picture.
VJ – To be honest, there’s nothing wrong with that. The picture itself is so good, how could anyone resist without talking to you?
Taruna – So, you like a 43-year-old woman.
VJ – But you are well maintained, you look fresh, and mostly boys like mature and aged women.
Taruna – So you are calling me old.
VJ – I don’t mean that I mean how to describe my feelings to you.
Taruna: In the same way, you were talking till now
VJ – Actually, I really like milfs and mature ladies, and wearing a saree is making you more beautiful.
Taruna – So you liked me or my profile.
Now Taruna is playing with him.

VJ – Both I messaged you, getting impressed by your picture. But I’m even more impressed after talking to you, I just found someone whose vibe matches to mine.
Taruna – Thanks for your kind words, VJ, but to be honest, that’s not my real picture, so if you don’t want to talk to me anymore, you can do it.
VJ – First of all, thanks for being honest, and the other thing is my vibe matches with you, that’s more important for me.
Taruna – What if I am a fake id user?
VJ – What do you mean, are you a boy?
Taruna – No, I am a woman, but with a different name. But don’t ask me to give you a picture and prove that I am a woman. If you believe me, that’s fine. If you don’t, that’s fine too.
VJ – Okay, I won’t ask, but I’m sorry to say that many people create fake IDs and have fun. Sometimes they even commit scams. So that’s why I would like to know if you are really a woman; the rest is not an issue.

Taruna – Hmm, you’re right, but I can send you a voice message by taking your name, but not now, sometime soon, because it’s too late, and my son is also in the room next to me.
VJ – Oh, how old is your son?
Taruna – 21 (She lied to justify her ID’s age).
VJ – Oh, so I am your son’s age.
Taruna – He is younger than you.
VJ – I am just joking. By the way, what should I call you then?
Taruna – Okay, no problem. You should call me Ayesha. Understand that you don’t try to get too personal. I created this ID to keep my identity private.

VJ – Okay, okay, I can understand.
Taruna- Hey, tell me one thing. You used a word above. What does that mean?
VJ – Which word?
Taruna – Milf.
VJ – Nothing, just a word used for a mature woman
Taruna – That’s again a lie
VJ – Really, you should Google it.
Taruna – No, you tell me.

VJ – Okay, but don’t be offended. It means, mother, I’d like to fuck.
Taruna – Really, you think that about your mother?
VJ – No, no, it’s a term, Ayesha. It’s mostly used in porn or sex stories.
Taruna – Oh, porn means adult films, right?
VJ – Why don’t you watch porn, Ayesha?
Taruna – No, I only found out a few days ago that adult movies are called porn when I was on a site on the internet, and there was information about it.

VJ – So you didn’t feel like watching adult stuff.
Taruna – No, it’s all duplicated, and they are showing very numerous things which are not practically possible. I have read all this in an article, and after reading that, I have decided not to watch it. I’ll tell you not to watch it.
VJ – How can you believe anything without seeing it? Watch it first and then believe it.
Taruna – No, I don’t want to watch it.

VJ – Don’t lie. If you made a fake ID for fun, you must have wanted to watch it. You just don’t know where to look.
Taruna – No, don’t you think it’s wrong? I am having fun myself anyway.

VJ – Okay, there are some in which they treated women badly and showed impractical things. There is a lot of ethical stuff that we can watch where women are the ones who intentionally do this because they enjoy doing it. They are just not doing all this for earning only money, they really enjoy doing this. All this is an art for them, just like actresses perform their roles in movies. If you really want to watch some, I’ll send you the link.

Taruna – No, thank you. But if I want to watch it, I will find it myself.
VJ – No, no, what’s there to thank you for? I only told you this because if you search porn on Google Chrome, you won’t find any better porn there, and it will also appear in your Google search history. If someone uses your mobile.

Taruna – You guys these days are very naughty and advanced.
VJ – I’m saying what’s right, you wouldn’t have created a fake ID for worship.
Taruna – Okay, then, how do I search?

VJ – That’s it. You should download a private browser, and you’ll find it on the Play Store. It has proper privacy and no ads. Then there are particular sites where you will find good adult content of all types and will run fine on that browser without ads, and I’ll send you a link to some of my favourite porn. You’ll definitely enjoy watching it.

Taruna – Okay, I’ll try it and ask it when I feel like it. Currently, I don’t want
VJ – Okay, Ayesha, as you wish.
Taruna – By the way, tell me the truth, do you think this about your mom? The milf thing?
VJ – Being honest, Ayesha, I don’t think like this, but I do like porn about incest and taboo things. Naturally, a person is closest to their mom and feels emotionally attached to them. But thinking about it sexually is wrong, but watching porn is fun. You’ll know when you watch it.

Taruna – So you want to say that you don’t think about this in reality. just like to see this incest thing in porn
VJ – Yes
Taruna – By the way, what is this incest? Is it related to mom?
VJ – Its definition is sex between members of the same family. Yes, its about mom-son, mom-daughter, daughter-father or sometime its family foursome
Taruna – That’s really very taboo. Is all that real?

VJ – no they are all actors acting like that, and they are all fantasies of people, so they make porn on all those fantasies, that’s why those types of porn sell a lot
Taruna – So that’s your fantasy too
VJ – I don’t know more about fantasy, but I like little curvy and mature pornstar who are in their 30s or 40s, they are like ripe fruits. Sorry for the language, but I truly like them.

Taruna – But while watching this, you never think of your mother.
VJ – Can I be honest with you?
Taruna – yeah, of course I want an honest answer
VJ – I never think about mom-son incest in real life or while watching porn. But when I read stories, I really imagine it, not exactly about my mom. But I have imagined mom-son incest a lot of times when reading stories.
Taruna – When there’s porn, why do you read stories?
VJ – Stories are even more fun; you can imagine things while reading, and it adds more intensity to the orgasm.
Taruna – Oh, really?

VJ – Yes, in porn everything is visual, but in a story, you can imagine yourself as the person in the story, experiencing what’s written.
Taruna – Okay, it sounds interesting.
VJ – Just read it once, trust me.
Taruna – Okay, I’ll read it. Send the link to me later. I’m going to sleep now, I’m feeling sleepy.

Just then, Taruna receives a link.
VJ – Here’s the link. Read it on this website, open it in a private browser, and you’ll enjoy it.
Taruna – Okay, I’ll read it if I feel like it. Okay, I’m going to sleep now.
VJ – Okay, Ayesha, Good night.
Taruna – Good night.

And after saying that, Taruna tried to sleep for a good 15-20 minutes. But she wasn’t able to sleep, so she picked up her phone again and started checking the link VJ sent her. It’s a link to Indian sex stories. She sees many stories and starts reading the titles of different stories, trying to decide which one to read.

She’s confused, and some of the titles shock her. Some of the titles that shock her are:
Wife fucked in a bus by a stranger
Husband shares his unsatisfied wife
First Night Sex With My Gorgeous Step-Mom
Widow Stepmom’s Last Wager – Part 3
Married woman’s wild fantasy
Fantasy to fuck my mom

Reading about all these topics seemed a bit morally harmful to her. She was worried that her thoughts might get corrupted by reading them. Then she goes to the series section and finds The Chronicles of Sonali. She finds the title quite harmless but a bit too dramatic, like all the family dramas she watches on TV.

She clicks on the title and begins reading, becoming immersed in the story’s world. The story unfolds slowly, building a character arc involving a 45-year-old woman named Sonali who feels like her life has become a routine.

As she reads about Sonali, Taruna is immediately pulled into the story and begins to connect with Sonali.  She can now see Taruna in Sonali. She scrolls and continues reading.

By the time she’s finished reading the first two parts, she’s connected to the story in the same way women connect with daily soap operas. She doesn’t seem to care what’s real or what’s reel. Then she opens the third part, which features full-blown mom-son sex.

After reading it, she becomes very hot and starts rubbing her pussy with one hand. The description is quite explicit, and Taruna’s finger moves in a rhythm, circling slowly while reading regularly. When a good scene comes up, she starts circling faster.

Then, while reading Part 5, she also orgasms along with Vineeta. She starts breathing deeply, puts the mobile aside, and lies down, enjoying her orgasm. Her fingers are still circling slowly on her pussy.

Then, suddenly, she is shocked that while fingering, any sound came out of her mouth that her son might have heard. Now, she feels a little in her heart. She starts to feel dizzy and goes under the pretence of going to the bathroom.

She peeks into his room to see if he’s asleep or if she’s heard Taruna’s orgasmic moans. Then she gets up from her bed and slowly moves towards the door, opens it slowly. With gentle steps, she reaches Abhi’s room.

There’s a slight crack in the corner of the window in Abhi’s room. Then she peeks into Abhi’s room.

To be continued.

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