From Straight to Sissy: A Journey of Self-Discovery – Part-2

Hi everyone, this is the second part of the story. For a better understanding, please read the first part first.

The morning after I was reeling unable to accept what had transpired. His words—You are a girl now—haunted me especially since I felt a strange resonance with them during the act. This disturbed me deeply. All my life from my college days onward I had only liked girls. He had transformed me into a cock-sucking slut. I resolved then and there no matter what I would not go near him again.

I started coming home late from college burying myself in my studies and focusing on my career. I am sure he noticed my avoidance but he never said a word acting as if nothing had happened. Days passed and I did not even think about sex for a long time.

Then one night I thought of watching porn. It started innocently enough but after a while as the actresses began giving blowjobs my urges flared. I craved a cock in my mouth but I forced myself not to seek him out. I turned off the video and went to sleep. This internal battle continued for some days.

One day curiosity got the better of me and I searched for hands-free orgasm. I delved deep into the results finding many related videos and discovered the term sissygasm—an orgasm supposedly achievable only by a true sissy. The more I learned the more horny I became absorbing knowledge about it yet simultaneously feeling scared. It had not been over two weeks since the last incident and I had not masturbated so I was incredibly aroused. The more I understood the more I craved cock realizing a new world was waiting for me. All the sissy captions and posts turned me on intensely. I wanted to be a sissy girl for my guy. The thought of a cock began to drive me crazy. I knew it was something stronger than anything else I had tried to stop myself many times but I could not stop thinking about cock.

One night after my parents had gone to sleep I was watching TV with the cook nearby. He did not do anything just watched TV. I desperately wanted him to touch me to tell me to suck his cock. After some time he announced he was going to sleep and went to his room. Five minutes later I turned off the TV went to his room and knocked.

He opened it and asked what was wrong. Nothing I mumbled. He then asked Do you want me to fuck you like last time? I said nothing my face flushed with shyness. He pressed again Why have you not come to my room all these days? Then he stated I will only give you my cock if you accept yourself as my girl.

He asked again Will you accept yourself as my girl? I nodded my head. He removed my clothes and there I was again naked in front of a guy my desire for cock intensifying with each passing day. He removed his pants pulled down his boxers and knelt me down in front of him. His cock was thrusting straight towards me.

I opened my mouth to suck it but he stopped me. First tell me you are my girl and you love to get fucked like a girl he instructed. Shyly I repeated the words. He then told me See? You cannot resist my cock anymore. You need cock to fulfill your desire. Now that you have accepted yourself promise me you will not masturbate like a boy. I agreed to him.

Now you can suck cock he said. I began to suck his cock like a hungry whore licking his balls. He carried me to the bed and started to kiss me a sensation I had missed terribly. When he kissed my neck I would moan like a bitch. He sucked my nipples for five minutes then started to touch my thighs. His touch and kisses made me feel even more girlish.

He noticed and said You have truly turned into a girl and kissed my lips even more deeply. He grabbed my dick holding it and told me You have an erection again. It was rock hard but he held it so tightly that it looked small. No use for an erection when you are not allowed to cum from it he taunted humiliating me.

For some reason I started loving it perhaps because I was beginning to accept myself as a sissy girl. He lifted my legs and began to lick my asshole which felt incredibly good. Then he face-fucked me and I could feel his pre-cum in my mouth which I drank. He rubbed his cock all over my face.

He told me my blowjob skills had improved a lot and I could give him a sloppy blowjob with lots of tongue and lick his balls. Then he applied gel to my hole and to his cock. Tell me he commanded Fuck me like a girl. I repeated Fuck me like a girl. He pushed his thick cock inside me and I could feel the fullness in my ass.

Once his cock was fully inside I saw my dick begin to shrink. He noticed it too. Look at your useless dick he taunted. You are meant to be fucked like a girl. Hearing all this made me feel even more girlish and excited. My moans grew louder and louder.

After fucking me in missionary position he told me to ride on his cock. It was my first time trying that position and it was truly an amazing feeling as his cock went fully inside my hole. I started to ride his cock like a slut completely forgetting that I was a boy. I was so much in love with myself. After five minutes I was tired so I started to kiss his lips.

Then he began to give powerful strokes. I was jumping with his power his cock was hitting my hole fully. He then pushed me against the wall and fucked me in a standing position. From there he took me back to the bed and fucked me in missionary. I felt the same sensation in my dick that I had felt last time I knew I was about to get a sissygasm.

Within seconds without even touching my dick cum leaked out. It was so satisfying. He told me You have truly become a girl. He gave a few more strokes and unloaded his juice onto my face. I felt satisfied. I cleaned up and went to my room sleeping peacefully because I had finally accepted myself.

This lifestyle continued for a few months. I frequently gave him blowjobs my face often covered with his thick cum. I completely stopped masturbating wanting to remain constantly horny to give him maximum pleasure. I could see the changes in myself .

I was becoming more like a girl. I started removing all my body hair almost daily during baths and enjoyed the sensation of smooth skin even though he had not asked me to. He fucked me well for almost a year but unfortunately due to personal reasons he had to return to his village and leave his job as our cook. I felt genuinely terrible that day.

Months passed and my urge for sex began to resurface. I craved cock but felt helpless without him. I resorted to watching videos and masturbating something I had stopped doing for a long time. At the time I thought this was the only way to control my urges. However as time went on I could not resist after watching sissy captions and hypno videos.

I also discovered cross-dressing a concept I was completely unaware of. I found myself wanting to dress like a girl before getting fucked wanting a guy to treat me as his girlfriend. This desire only intensified becoming uncontrollable. With no partner to experiment with I began coming home early from college and searching for my mom’s outfits.

I would try them on standing in front of the mirror and get incredibly horny. I even tried on bras and panties feeling like a girl. The fabric of the panties in particular grabbed my ass sending sensations through my dick. This continued for many days.

One day my parents told me they were hiring a new cook. Hearing this news I was initially disheartened fearing it would end my cross-dressing sessions. They told me he would be arriving the following week. The day finally came and with it the new cook.

His name was Mahesh and he appeared to be around 38 to 40 years old very well-built and six feet two inches tall. My parents welcomed him and explained all the household requirements. I however was largely indifferent. Mahesh then told them that the previous cook Santosh had already informed him of everything and he smiled looking directly at me.

I was utterly shocked to hear this. Days went by and I started using gay dating apps but I could not find my type of guy in my area though I chatted with many. I had begun my Master’s degree at a nearby college and on Saturdays we only had two classes finishing by 11 AM. I was not an outgoing person so I usually returned home as soon as possible.

Around 12:30 PM after taking a shower I had lunch which Mahesh served. He initiated a conversation with random questions like How far is your college? I asked him how he knew our first cook. He replied that they were friends and had worked together in the hotel industry for a while. I said Okay.

Then to my shock he asked How was your first cook Santosh? Was he able to satisfy you? He laughed adding with a smile That was he cooking good? what you are thinking about in shocked way? I faked a laugh knowing something was definitely amiss. I finished my lunch and went to my room.

After 10 mins Mahesh knocked my door and asked if he could watch tv in the hall. I agreed. He then insisted I join him. I said Okay. After five minutes he asked if he could massage my legs. I felt a familiar sensation in my leg and agreed. As he began pressing my leg he pulled it upwards noticing my hairless skin.

Your legs are like a girl’s he remarked. I smiled shyly. Slowly his hand moved to my inner thigh. Santosh told me your story he whispered. He used to fuck you like a girl. Is it true? His hands on my inner thigh were driving me crazy. Let us go to your room I said I will make you fully a girl. He extended his hand and I took it walking with him to his room.

He began to kiss my lips fiercely and I responded with equal intensity. Within seconds our tongues met and he stripped me naked. Seeing my hairless body he complimented me You are even hotter than Santosh described. My ass had grown bigger and rounder like a girl’s with a soft smooth waist.

He saw my fully erected dick and commented Your dick is so slim and your balls are tiny. He told me to turn around to inspect my ass squeezing it and hugging me from behind. From today your ass is mine he whispered. Hearing this made me very happy. As he hugged me from behind I could feel his cock pressing against me.

He removed his own clothes and told me to turn around to see his naked body. I was utterly impressed his cock was eight inches incredibly thick and his balls were like tennis balls. I hugged him tightly as he grabbed my ass. I could not resist holding his cock playing with it and grabbing his balls.

We moved to the bed and he lay on top of me. While kissing me he asked Do you want to be fully a girl? I was very horny and quickly said Yes. He told me Then you need to do what I say. Okay I replied. He kissed my neck sucked my nipples hard kissed my stomach and told me Your body is very girlish; it will be easy to turn you into a sissy girl.

I was surprised to hear him use the term sissy. I asked him how he knew it and he replied that he knew a lot and would make me a true sissy girl. A boy who has a girly body wants to be like a girl and wants to be fucked by a guy and be submissive—that is you he explained. I will make sure you forget you are a boy he added.

Later he lay down and told me to come on top of him. I started kissing all over his body unable to wait to have his cock in my mouth. I moved down his cock directly in front of my mouth. I smelled his cock and rubbed it all over my face before starting to give him a blowjob.

I began with a lick from the base to the tip of his cock sucking his precum as it emerged and swallowing it. Sucking his cock after such a long time felt incredibly good. Mahesh complimented me saying I sucked cock really well like a true sissy girl. I licked his balls for five minutes until he was satisfied. He then made me get into a doggy position and began to lick my hole.

I could feel his saliva dripping onto my tiny balls and onto the bed. He then used the gel and inserted his fingers noting Your hole has become tight. He asked if anyone had fucked me after Santosh. I said No. Then he applied gel to his cock and started to push it in. It hurt at first but after a minute it began to feel good.

His cock stretched my hole going fully in and out. He was enjoying it fucking me harder and I was moaning loudly. My dick had already lost its erection but as he fucked me my limp dick and tiny balls moved back and forth. Then he fucked me in missionary position where I lost control and had a sissygasm.

He told me that only a true sissy is able to cum while getting fucked. He continued to fuck me for another five minutes and then cummed on my face thick cum dripping down my chin. I went to the washroom and cleaned myself while he remained on the bed.

He told me to come close and sleep with him. He cuddled me and kissed me and I slept on his chest naked playing with his chest hair. After five minutes of silence I thanked him for the fun. He replied It is just the beginning.. there is still a long way to go. From today your name is Kritika.

I did not say anything. He then started talking about sissies and showed me many sissy videos on his mobile. Suddenly he told me If you want to be a sissy girl you need to dress like a girl as well. I was extremely excited. He told me to open online shopping sites and buy myself a bra and panty.

I had always wanted to try thong panties so I ordered those along with sleeveless tops mini skirts many short dresses with stockings a babydoll outfit a long-haired wig and some makeup like eyelash extender eyeliner lipsticks of different shades and foundation creams.

I told him I could not keep these clothes in my room as my mom might find them so he offered to keep them in his room. He also told me about a chastity cage. I was unwilling to order it but he forced me telling me he would make me wear it. I told him my dick would not fit and he laughed saying It is of no use anyway. I will make it fit.

Then he told me to order a butt plug and instructed me not to cum on my own going forward. I said Okay. He showed me how I needed to touch myself telling me to pinch my nipples while touching my dick and to rub my dick like girls masturbate. From that day he saved my number as Kritika.

The next night after my parents had gone to sleep I went to his room. He called out Kritika come in and told me to lock the door. He had many porn videos on his mobile mostly anal sex and sissy girls getting fucked. I could see his cock getting harder. He told me to remove my dress and start giving him a blowjob.

I began sucking his cock licking every inch. Suddenly he lifted his legs and told me to lick his asshole. It was my first time but I agreed and licked it. At first it was a bit gross but then I was okay with it. He then told me to give him a blowjob. I started to suck his cock and balls. He made me kneel down while he stood in front and I gave him a blowjob.

He told me he wanted to release his juice inside my mouth. I could feel the hot thick load in my mouth. He removed his cock from my mouth and told me to show the cum in my mouth. I was about to spit it out but he stopped me and told me If you really want to be a sissy girl you need to swallow it.

I had given many blowjobs before but had never swallowed. I swallowed it as he told me it was thick salty and bitter. He ordered me not to waste a single drop of his cum. I slowly became Kritika, a sissy girl who loves cock and cum. At first, I was shocked when that happened and I tried to fight it. But soon, after watching videos and learning about sissygasm.

I started wanting more. Mahesh, the new cook, then helped me truly accept this feeling. He used girl’s clothes to make me feel and act more like a girl. By the end, I was not just happy to suck cock and swallow cum. I truly loved it. It made me feel completely like a sissy girl, happy to please men and live a life where my old self was completely gone.